OPENING OF THE EYES

OPENING OF THE EYES

Woman you did not give me anything, and yet, because of you only I feel joy. In vain defend my feelings, to you they will flee. It has always been, I belong to you - not myself. And yet, you do not belong to me - you've never wanted me... willingly you chose to belong to others... not to me...

You are not here, and yet you live in my life, which would not even exist if the thought of you does not keep me away from the cruelty of the world where I do not want to belong.

Around me people, I do not see them - they do not see me. Man, you see the same things I watch, you see, but not see. My heart is heavy from things that I know now... things which life learn you... 

But I do not care for people, for long time I do not belong to the human race... I'm a hermit, a loner... of such they are afraid of... maybe they should be... who knows...

Woman, you did not give me anything, and yet all I owe to you...

I said... Give me your body. From your body ascend thought that was sleeping in my soul... and you're laughing... joyful and seductive... 

I said... I'm not like other lovers, but you are no longer care much for lovers... You had new plans... without me… And I, as that I felt trick of fate that made me again circumvents... I fell on my knees and prayed you... I beg for the love... but nothing but joyful smile I did not got…

And there began my wandering... and solitude... and eyesight returns to me... and the eyes for the world troubles opened to... and I saw people and misfortune, and evil, and hunger, and anger, and the unfortunate fate of the world in which human herd unstoppable rushing to...

I raised my voice... but no one to hear me... nobody cares... The pack has its own rules and does not care for other people's voices... 

And since I can't save the world... I decided then to save the at least you... but you do not have any desires for the salvation... and my salvation it is not important to me, if I can't save you...

And I continued to roam... away from people and the world, away from you, but I can't ban my feelings that to go to you...

And they constantly running away... again… and again... to this day...

Because they belong to you...